yearning to venture beyond the horizons

'im really happy! it's finally the weekend! :D'


on friday, my fren and i were sitting on bus 188, heading back home. both of us had our headphones on, just happily indulged in some good music. feeling geniunely happy. we exchanged no more than a few sentences and all of a sudden, i felt that bubble of joy rising in me. that was when i type that sentence in my handphone and let my fren see it. i didnt want to spoil our indulgence in the good music. but my fren gave me a exasperated look. probably i've been lamenting too much how happy i felt on that day. oh well. =P





i just felt wholesomely good. probably it's one weekend i know i can finally not bother about any impending exams. it felt so good cuz it occur to me that i have wonderful frens and seniors around me. even though i can just count with my ten fingers, their presence and the little selfless things they do are enough to make me feel fortunate.





like one of my senior said, it's times like these when you feel sieged by life's many uncertainities and the stress level just keep rising, that the friends around you play an important role. never underestimate the little wonders a friend can do in your life. i learnt that last week.





example, on thursday right before my sociology paper, i was feeling quite down cuz i failed another paper. then i was in the canteen when i received a sms.





'hey hey hey! i saw you!"





yea it was from krystal. my face just lit up. (: talking to her even for a few mins, made me feel better already.





then later in the day, conversing with huiying through smses gave me some comfort too. the encourgements gave me drive to push harder and not give up.





a nice senior of mine also sent words of encouragement and loads of advice which im really thankful for. the next day, the senior passed me a bag which contained a soft toy (stress ball) and a few snacks. wah i was stunned and honestly touched. i will do the same for my junior next year. pass it on! (:





on sat, i had a great dinner with my family at the airport. what beats having a relaxing and comfortable dinner with your loved ones. i really do love my family THAT much. oh well my brother mentioned that my dress looked like a pyjames :( haha. yea im going to miss my big brother cuz he most likely will be leaving for finland next year for his noc. anyway airport is a place to look at adorable toddlers! we saw a few pair of toddler twins there. really really pretty and cute. (:





on sun, i was at hk's place having group study. that mr. 'sweet' nelson wanted to feed me with an oreo cookie (with the white cream) cuz the rest was the new version (without the white cream). after convincing him to pass me the cookie instead, he just kept telling me to believe him that he found the 'white cream' cookie in his packet. when i plied open the cookie, the cream was sticky and it smelt like peppermint. i didnt what was it until i tasted a little of the cream. it was toothpaste! three of us just burst out into laughter :D thanks for making a fool out of me. haha. oh yesh i enjoy their company cuz i know i can bug them with thousand and one questions and they wouldnt cast me off as 'stupid'. and for that, im really thankful for all their help and the laughter they brought into my life. (:





on mon, i got punked by my dear father. i thought he was fetching me back home. suddenly he was driving off in another direction towards heartland mall. he claimed he was going to buy beef noodles for his lunch. of cuz i wanted to eat that too, so i wanted to call my mum to check if she bought my lunch. but i didnt realise she was at heartland mall, waiting for us. yeap my father has actually planned to bring my mum and i for lunch at thai express. heehs.





it is life's small unexpected surprises that make me love life even more.





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during sat's dinner, my brother found out the reason why i was feeling quite down for the past few weeks. and the advice he gave was that...





'there are no reasons to be upset about. cuz in such a case, it is no one's fault.'





yeap. i have come to terms with that. give me some time and i'll convince my heart so.





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fate has a funny way to bring two strangers together


but it has its own cruel way to bring two lovers/friends apart.





yea i know we're destined to end our journey in this way.


it's no one's fault.


before accepting this piece of truth,


i've to first let you go.


no longer can i carry on hoping that you'll turn behind


to pick up the pieces and continue where you've stopped at.


i've to just stop hoping.


and that's exactly what's stopping me.


cuz by stop hoping,


it's when i've really let you go.





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some really backdated photos.

@ The Central - must try!

our dinner date on 9th Sept 07

a cosy ambience with top-notch service.

the 'key' to foot the bill.

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